Sabtu, 25 September 2010
FOR MY FOURTH LOVE :*
Karena Kusuka Dirimu
Suka dirimuInginkan dirimu
Wajahmu yang cantik rupawan
Bersinar dari kejauhan
Ku tak sanggup lagi menahan
Gejolak cintaku padamu
Oh tapi aku malu
Saat jumpa dirimu
Karena ku suka dirimu
Dan ku inginkan dirimu
Jadilah milikku selalu
‘kan ku jaga kau selamanya kasih
Dan takkan pernah ku lepas lagi
Hanya kamu seorang dihati
Telah ku yakinkan diri ini
Hanya kau yang ada dihati
Oh Tuhan ku mohon buatlah ku berani
Nyatakan cintaku padanya
Oh tapi ku tetap malu
Saat ku jumpa dirimu
Dan apalah dayaku
Mungkin memang itu
Ku suka dirimu
Ku inginkan dirimu
Hanya kau seorang
Tak pernah ku lepas
Jadi miliklah ku selalu
buat mohawck boy, hey i think i fallin' for you yuhu :D
for yu, my first love :)
Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
While I try to live without you
Tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
http://www.elyricsworld.com/stay_lyrics_miley_cyrus.html
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
I will stay
Always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay
Please always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
I'm lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
While I try to live without you
Tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear you say
Oooh
I miss you
Oooh
I need you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
http://www.elyricsworld.com/stay_lyrics_miley_cyrus.html
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
I will stay
Always stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay
Please always stay
You're the one that I hold on to
'Cause my heart would stop without you
And I love you more
Than I did before
And it's a day I don't see your face
Nothing's changed
No one could take your place
It gets harder every day
Said you love me more
Than you did before
And I'm sorry it is this way
But I'm coming home
I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I'll stay
I will stay
my last entry for you :')
here, i jst wanna remember how our first meet, and in this entri i will tell you how my feel for ya.
i remember, i see you sit in front of eight B class, you smile to me and i smile too. i knw you, you are my junior in elementary school. i remember how you look me and watch me. at that moment, i dnt feel anything, haha yeah jst like usual but i dnt knw excatly how you feel wth me.
like every day i do, i jst walk away in front of you, dnt care wht you do and dnt care wht you say.
until one time, i'm on the way to go home and i look at you walk away wth your friend, i really-really dnt care but after i look at you, i hear you call my name. i'm surprissed and turned my head. haha i'm so cnfused and strange wth what you do.
and when ramadhan, after i pray, i received a message, i dnt knw who is sender frm that message. and the sender said "may i knw you?" i said "oh yes, who you are?" and he tell his name, his name is *tiiiiit*. after that i ask him "are you my junior in elementary school?" he said "yeah ahahah". i jst can say "oh my god, wht will he do to me and wht him wnt frm me?" and after that, we chat and talk about many more, and until one night, he said he loves me and next day, i said i wanna be his girl friend and since that, we are in a relattonship :D
yeah, i must say, he is my first love. as ussual, you will never knw wth who you'll fallin in love. i dnt knw how and why i must fall in love wth him. since i love him, i'm very hppy everyday, altough he alwys make a mistakes and i alwys frgive him, in my mind, he alwys true and he alwys the best ever boyfriend haha LOL
time by time, month by month, our relationship has 11 month. i'm so exited and every day, thats love alwys become more. but when our relationship in 11 month, we must be apart. he makes a lot of affair wth ather women. i really broke up. my heart hurt so bad. every night, i jst can cry and cry in my room. dnt care wht everyone do.
hhh.. but do you knw smthing? altough he alwys lie wth me, alwys hurt me and dissapoint me, i never hating him and i still love him. haha like an idiot rite?
and now, i jst wanna delete these memories from my mind. i'm tired to cry and feel a broken heart. yeah, i must stop it. so, i must delete him frm my mind. oh not him, but my feelin for him.
here, i jst wanna say that i'm so hppy ever being wth ya and thnkyou so much, for your love and your lie.
and now, I HAVE STOP TO THINKING BOUT YOU. but i hope, we still can be friends.
thnks for all, i hope i can see you like i see all of my friends. without any feeling and heart beat so fast haha. maybe hard, yeah i knw its hard, but i'll keep trying to frgt you, and i wanna do it, for myself.
to make me be a normal and can focus for my final exam :')
and i hope, i can wlcme and open my heart to other guy and get a new boyfriend haha. yeah i wish :'D
i remember, i see you sit in front of eight B class, you smile to me and i smile too. i knw you, you are my junior in elementary school. i remember how you look me and watch me. at that moment, i dnt feel anything, haha yeah jst like usual but i dnt knw excatly how you feel wth me.
like every day i do, i jst walk away in front of you, dnt care wht you do and dnt care wht you say.
until one time, i'm on the way to go home and i look at you walk away wth your friend, i really-really dnt care but after i look at you, i hear you call my name. i'm surprissed and turned my head. haha i'm so cnfused and strange wth what you do.
and when ramadhan, after i pray, i received a message, i dnt knw who is sender frm that message. and the sender said "may i knw you?" i said "oh yes, who you are?" and he tell his name, his name is *tiiiiit*. after that i ask him "are you my junior in elementary school?" he said "yeah ahahah". i jst can say "oh my god, wht will he do to me and wht him wnt frm me?" and after that, we chat and talk about many more, and until one night, he said he loves me and next day, i said i wanna be his girl friend and since that, we are in a relattonship :D
yeah, i must say, he is my first love. as ussual, you will never knw wth who you'll fallin in love. i dnt knw how and why i must fall in love wth him. since i love him, i'm very hppy everyday, altough he alwys make a mistakes and i alwys frgive him, in my mind, he alwys true and he alwys the best ever boyfriend haha LOL
time by time, month by month, our relationship has 11 month. i'm so exited and every day, thats love alwys become more. but when our relationship in 11 month, we must be apart. he makes a lot of affair wth ather women. i really broke up. my heart hurt so bad. every night, i jst can cry and cry in my room. dnt care wht everyone do.
hhh.. but do you knw smthing? altough he alwys lie wth me, alwys hurt me and dissapoint me, i never hating him and i still love him. haha like an idiot rite?
and now, i jst wanna delete these memories from my mind. i'm tired to cry and feel a broken heart. yeah, i must stop it. so, i must delete him frm my mind. oh not him, but my feelin for him.
here, i jst wanna say that i'm so hppy ever being wth ya and thnkyou so much, for your love and your lie.
and now, I HAVE STOP TO THINKING BOUT YOU. but i hope, we still can be friends.
thnks for all, i hope i can see you like i see all of my friends. without any feeling and heart beat so fast haha. maybe hard, yeah i knw its hard, but i'll keep trying to frgt you, and i wanna do it, for myself.
to make me be a normal and can focus for my final exam :')
and i hope, i can wlcme and open my heart to other guy and get a new boyfriend haha. yeah i wish :'D
Minggu, 19 September 2010
Rabu, 15 September 2010
kata-kata terakhir gua
"makasih buat smeuany, maaf kalo gua ada salah, trutama sama elo, elo gaperlu remove gua dari friendlist lo, sekalian adj remove gua dari hidup lo kalo itu lebih baik :'), maaf kalo gua nyakiti elo terus, mending gua yang pergi menjauh daripada elo ngga tenang, gua sadar diri ko, makasih uda nyadarin gua, makasih buat semuany :)"
-Diah Adhelia-
dengarin dan hayati liriknya
If you had a choice then
what would you choose, to do.
I can live without money,
I can live without the fame and
if every day was sunny I can live
without the rain and if I ever went
up to heaven I will fall right back
down that life wouldnt be living,
cause your the one I couldn't live without.
If I couldn't blink will I still
be able to see you.
I couldn't imagine (ooohoo)
without arms could I reach,
no way could I ever hold you (ohohooo)
I need these things, like I need you,
if you had a choice what would you choose .
I can live without money, I can live without
the fame and if every day was sunny
I can live without the rain and if I ever
went up to heaven I will fall right back
down that life wouldnt be living,
cause your the one I couldn't live without.
If I couldn't dream would I believe
that there can be a you and me and
if I couldn't sing would you be able
to hear my melody, I know that somethings
wrong and im afraid that your moving on ,
how can I fly when your my wings.
I need these things, like I need you,
if you had a choice what would you choose.
I can live without money, I can live
what would you choose, to do.
I can live without money,
I can live without the fame and
if every day was sunny I can live
without the rain and if I ever went
up to heaven I will fall right back
down that life wouldnt be living,
cause your the one I couldn't live without.
If I couldn't blink will I still
be able to see you.
I couldn't imagine (ooohoo)
without arms could I reach,
no way could I ever hold you (ohohooo)
I need these things, like I need you,
if you had a choice what would you choose .
I can live without money, I can live without
the fame and if every day was sunny
I can live without the rain and if I ever
went up to heaven I will fall right back
down that life wouldnt be living,
cause your the one I couldn't live without.
If I couldn't dream would I believe
that there can be a you and me and
if I couldn't sing would you be able
to hear my melody, I know that somethings
wrong and im afraid that your moving on ,
how can I fly when your my wings.
I need these things, like I need you,
if you had a choice what would you choose.
I can live without money, I can live
-Chris Brown - Without You-
14 september 2010
at 05.24 pm
akun ~> nonaktifkan akun ~> konfirmasi ~> "AKUN ANDA TELAH DI TUTUP"
"anda bisa kembali kapanpun, kami harap anda segera kembali"
akun ~> nonaktifkan akun ~> konfirmasi ~> "AKUN ANDA TELAH DI TUTUP"
"anda bisa kembali kapanpun, kami harap anda segera kembali"
-facebook-
Selasa, 14 September 2010
Forgiveness and Love
Imagining you're far away
Searching for the words to say
I feel it when you fall apart
our lives are our greatest art
I dont wanna change you mind
Cuz i accept you for everything you are
and we'll be Stay here with me now
The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
You don't ever have to read my min
You can see it when you close your eyes
Don't believe it when you lose your faith
Another moment is a moment of wait
I can't tell you what the futures holds, or how to live
All i know is what these bright lights of my life again and again
The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
Let's chop the Sun, let's find Forever
Where does the Time go?
Just live your life you get another
today is today is today's Forgiveness and Love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
Searching for the words to say
I feel it when you fall apart
our lives are our greatest art
I dont wanna change you mind
Cuz i accept you for everything you are
and we'll be Stay here with me now
The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
You don't ever have to read my min
You can see it when you close your eyes
Don't believe it when you lose your faith
Another moment is a moment of wait
I can't tell you what the futures holds, or how to live
All i know is what these bright lights of my life again and again
The only thing that our hearts are made of
are the acts of forgiveness and love
The only thing real when push comes to shove
are the acts of forgiveness and love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
Let's chop the Sun, let's find Forever
Where does the Time go?
Just live your life you get another
today is today is today's Forgiveness and Love
Cuz in the end no one losses or wins
The stories begin, again and again
With forgiveness and love
Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
Let's chop the Sun
Vidi Aldiano - Datang dan Kembali
Telah datang cinta yang pernah pergi dari hidupku
Oh di saatku sedang sendiri
Menunggu hadirnya pendampingku
Cinta yang hilang
Cinta yang kembali
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Cinta yang hilang
Ddatang dan kembali
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Masih ada perasaan
Dari cinta masa lalu
Kini kita saling sendiri
Kini kita bertemu lagi
kau datang dan kembali kepadaku
(cinta yang hilang, cinta yang kembali)
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Datang dan kembali yeah (datang dan kembali)
Oh di saatku sedang sendiri
Menunggu hadirnya pendampingku
Cinta yang hilang
Cinta yang kembali
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Cinta yang hilang
Ddatang dan kembali
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Masih ada perasaan
Dari cinta masa lalu
Kini kita saling sendiri
Kini kita bertemu lagi
kau datang dan kembali kepadaku
(cinta yang hilang, cinta yang kembali)
Ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
'kan ku buka sepenuh hati
Datang dan kembali yeah (datang dan kembali)
Taylor Swift - Mine
Uh, uh, uh oh
Uh, uh, uh oh
You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was the flight risk with the fear of fallin'
Wonderin' why we bothered with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes I can see it now
Do you remember we were sittin' there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learned my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we've got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes, yes
This is what I thought about
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Uh, uh, uh, oh
And I remember that fight 2:30 AM
Cause everything was slippin' right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said "I'll never leave you alone"
You said
"I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"
(Hold on, we'll make it last)
(Hold on, never turn back)
(Hold on) You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
(Hold on) You are the best thing that's ever been mine
(Hold on) Do you believe it?
(Hold on) We're gonna make it now
(Hold on) And I can see it
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can see it now (see it now)
Uh, uh, uh oh
You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was the flight risk with the fear of fallin'
Wonderin' why we bothered with love if it never lasts
I say "Can you believe it?"
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I can see it
Yes, yes I can see it now
Do you remember we were sittin' there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learned my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
But we've got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take yes, yes
This is what I thought about
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Uh, uh, uh, oh
And I remember that fight 2:30 AM
Cause everything was slippin' right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye
Cause that's all I've ever known
And you took me by surprise
You said "I'll never leave you alone"
You said
"I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"
(Hold on, we'll make it last)
(Hold on, never turn back)
(Hold on) You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
(Hold on) You are the best thing that's ever been mine
(Hold on) Do you believe it?
(Hold on) We're gonna make it now
(Hold on) And I can see it
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can see it now (see it now)
rasa itu datang kembali dan pergi lagi
mungkin dulu gua pernah bilang kalo gua ngga syg lagi sama dia, oke skrng gua tegasin dan jelasin yg sebenarny.
gua emang sempat ngelupain dia dan rasa syg itu memang hilang, tapi gatau knp semenjak gua temenan lagi sama dia di facebook, rasa itu kembali lagi T.T
kalian tau ngga? dia sampe bikin foto yg ada barang2 aku sama dia disitu T.T sweet banget kan yaa?
rsa pengen balikan sih sempat muncul tapi keburu gua usir karna gua ngga mau salah ngambil keputusan lagi T.T
trus gatau kenapa dan lebih tepatny gua lupa apa masalahny, dia remove gua lagi!
rasa itu sempat pergi dan gua sangat bersyukur akan hal itu :)
tapi beberapa hari kemudian, rasa itu datang lagi dan sampe skrng rasa itu belum pegi-pergi juga!
dan ternyata gua baru sadar, gua gabisa ngebohongi diri gua sendiri, kalo sebenarny gua masih syg sama dia T.T
gua selalu bilang sama diri gua sendiri "diah, lo pasti bisa tanpa dia, lo pasti bisa lupain dia, lo tuh ngga sayang sama dia!"
tapi NYATANY apa?
gua masih syg dan rasa itu bertambah seiring berjalanny waktu, dan gua akui gua benci kayak gini, gua mau ngelupain dia :(
gua emang sempat ngelupain dia dan rasa syg itu memang hilang, tapi gatau knp semenjak gua temenan lagi sama dia di facebook, rasa itu kembali lagi T.T
kalian tau ngga? dia sampe bikin foto yg ada barang2 aku sama dia disitu T.T sweet banget kan yaa?
rsa pengen balikan sih sempat muncul tapi keburu gua usir karna gua ngga mau salah ngambil keputusan lagi T.T
trus gatau kenapa dan lebih tepatny gua lupa apa masalahny, dia remove gua lagi!
rasa itu sempat pergi dan gua sangat bersyukur akan hal itu :)
tapi beberapa hari kemudian, rasa itu datang lagi dan sampe skrng rasa itu belum pegi-pergi juga!
dan ternyata gua baru sadar, gua gabisa ngebohongi diri gua sendiri, kalo sebenarny gua masih syg sama dia T.T
gua selalu bilang sama diri gua sendiri "diah, lo pasti bisa tanpa dia, lo pasti bisa lupain dia, lo tuh ngga sayang sama dia!"
tapi NYATANY apa?
gua masih syg dan rasa itu bertambah seiring berjalanny waktu, dan gua akui gua benci kayak gini, gua mau ngelupain dia :(
idul fitri 1431 H -_________-
hey guys :D long time not see, how are you guys? haha
semoga baik-baik adj yaa semua :)
ohya, kan masih dalam suasana lebaran nih yaa, diah sekeluarga mau minta maaf yaa kalo ada salah, baik dari perilaku maupun perkataan, tolong dimaafkan :')
hmm, lebaran kemarin sih gua lebaran di tempat nenek, sedih juga sih ngga bisa lebaran di grogot, tapi yah gapapalah berkorban dikit, kan lain kali bisa di grogot haha.
menurut gua, lebaran tahun ini ngga terlalu berasa (loh berasa maksud? haha), yah ngga terlalau berkesan gitu, ngga kayak dulu kan kayakny berkesaaaaaaaan banget, yayalah kan waktu itu gua baru dapat pacar pertama haha (ohyeah jgn bicarakan itu lagi diah! sht) sebenarny bukan itu sih, tp gimana yaa mungkin karena ngga ada pesantren ramdhan kali yaa makany rasany sepiiiiii gitu haha
dan yg paling menyedihkan dari lebaran tahun ini adalah SAYA TIDAK MENDAPATKAN ANGPAU YANG BANYAK! oh hell! kasian banget kan gua? haha, bayangin, gua cuma dapat angpau LIMA BELAS RIBOY GAN! awkwk kejam amat yee dunia -.-
huhu, kembalai ke lebaran, lebaran kali in ijuga ngga rame-rame amat, dan suasanany juga ngga begitu khidmat, yah mungkin karena cuaca juga yg ngga mendukung huhu
pokokny intiny lebaran tahun ini lebih menyedihkan dari tahun kemarin!
semoga baik-baik adj yaa semua :)
ohya, kan masih dalam suasana lebaran nih yaa, diah sekeluarga mau minta maaf yaa kalo ada salah, baik dari perilaku maupun perkataan, tolong dimaafkan :')
hmm, lebaran kemarin sih gua lebaran di tempat nenek, sedih juga sih ngga bisa lebaran di grogot, tapi yah gapapalah berkorban dikit, kan lain kali bisa di grogot haha.
menurut gua, lebaran tahun ini ngga terlalu berasa (loh berasa maksud? haha), yah ngga terlalau berkesan gitu, ngga kayak dulu kan kayakny berkesaaaaaaaan banget, yayalah kan waktu itu gua baru dapat pacar pertama haha (ohyeah jgn bicarakan itu lagi diah! sht) sebenarny bukan itu sih, tp gimana yaa mungkin karena ngga ada pesantren ramdhan kali yaa makany rasany sepiiiiii gitu haha
dan yg paling menyedihkan dari lebaran tahun ini adalah SAYA TIDAK MENDAPATKAN ANGPAU YANG BANYAK! oh hell! kasian banget kan gua? haha, bayangin, gua cuma dapat angpau LIMA BELAS RIBOY GAN! awkwk kejam amat yee dunia -.-
huhu, kembalai ke lebaran, lebaran kali in ijuga ngga rame-rame amat, dan suasanany juga ngga begitu khidmat, yah mungkin karena cuaca juga yg ngga mendukung huhu
pokokny intiny lebaran tahun ini lebih menyedihkan dari tahun kemarin!
Sabtu, 11 September 2010
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